Keep Breathing

I miss Nathanial. Constantly. But, I’m doing so much better, even though it’s only been a couple days, ahaha. Said bye to my mama - that was hard. But, signed up for a ton of clubs, met a lot of new friends, my first t ride!, walked around Newbury, randomly ran into a friend from home at Urban (Lauren George), caught up with her, so cool, now I’m just hanging out. I went down to the City Convenience Store and picked up some food. All by my self. I feel like such a grown up. I love it (:

Tomorrow’s going to be even better.

ps. sorry I haven’t posted pictures of BU or Boston yet. I will eventually. I just haven’t been taking any..hahaha. :( SOON!

It’s beautiful though (:

This is just the beginning. And, it’s already killing me. Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But, I’m ready for this. We can do this. Move in tomorrow. Super excited to meet my roommate. (:

Nathanial Beltz: I love you, soulmate. We’ll be together soon in this beautiful city. Before you know it. (:

I know people think young love is some kind of mythical thing. People don’t believe in it because they’ve never experienced it. But I know it’s real. And I promise you it will last forever. I don’t care if you think it’s crazy or impossible. I know what I feel. And for the first time in my life, I know exactly what I want. And I already have him. Everything else can just figure itself out. I’m ready to start this new chapter of my life. And, while we’ll be seperated for some time, I know it won’t matter. Because love is no distance. Love is difficult, and messy, and at times it seems impossible. Its the moments where you want to kill eachother, and the ones where you never want to let go. It’s something completely unexplainable yet extremely simplistic. There are so many ways to say it and describe it and explain it. But really, a four letter word can never be enough to explain how I truly feel. In fact, I don’t think anyone will ever understand how I truly feel. But it doesn’t matter. Because, the only thing that matters is me and him and us. And what we have can never be explained. It can never be duplicated or disguised. But most of all, it can never be broken. It will always be.

Caring so Goddamn much about what other people think! NOBODY EVEN CARES! How am I your daughter?

There is no way in hell I’m paying a parking ticket for being parked on a street for less than a minute. ESPECIALLY when the sign saying you can’t park there was just put up, and it was at the front of the street…I obviously didn’t know about this sign, which I made clear when I asked her “what sign?”. If this bitch thinks she’s giving me a ticket, she’s got another thing coming. I will take her down (legally, not like…with my fist..haha). She didn’t even say anything to me or give me a warning. She just walked up to my car WHILE I WAS STILL IN IT and took a picture of my front license plate. HAHA, I drove away before she could get the back. What an idiot. If you really wanted to bust someone for parking there, wouldn’t you wait till they left the car? DUMB!

All this talk of my friends going back to high school makes me kinda sads. I miss theatre, and comedy sportz, and thespians. :((

BUT, no offense to you guys, college is gonna be better! hahaa(:

you’re gonna get your shit messed up.  lori is going to learn this the hard way.

haley & rasheed.

I beat Mario vs. Donkey Kong AND Donkey Kong Country on my gameboy advanced sp. 

hahahaa!

too bad those are the only good games I have. What am I gonna play now? :(

my life is pathetic.