I can’t take back the way I’ve acted over the past couple of weeks
Posted on Monday, 17 June
And, I can’t make any more excuses for my actions.
I just wish I had someone who understood me.
Or someone to just talk to me.
No judgement. No advice. Nothing. Just Listening. And understanding.
But, I guess there comes a point where you really do have to just hold some things inside rather than express them and make yourself appear crazy or ridiculous.
I don’t want to be this person.
But, I do wish I had had someone to listen to me before I became her.
Now I guess I’m on my own to fight her away.
Hopefully I can find myself again.
Ugh
Posted on Wednesday, 12 June
I was going through a period of time where I was so high on life and I really loved myself.
But, then, in an instant, I went back to being self-conscious, self-loathing and down right depressed.
And now I’m just entirely disappointed with myself.
:/
I need to get back to Boston.
I need to get back into my groove.
I need to do yoga and meditate regularly.
I guess vacations are only good for a short period of time.
I’m ready to get back to life.
I feel so worthless here.
@LoriKovacevich
Posted on Monday, 3 June
If y’all aren’t following me on Twitter, you better start.
;) xx eetbreathelove
Today I realized I was sitting at the T stop with my hand on my yoga mat like it was my girlfriend’s leg or something
Posted on Saturday, 25 May
This is the sad life of a long distance relationship.
When your yoga mat becomes your girlfriend.
Posted on Saturday, 25 May
You know that feeling of absolute stillness? Like you are exactly where you need to be and everything is as it should be? I used to think that feeling was love. Now, I’m starting to realize that feeling fades. That oneness with the universe isn’t a state you reach after waiting so long or working so hard. It comes and goes and changes with time. I so desperately long for that feeling again. And I’m sure I’ll find it soon.
Friday: May 24, 2013
Posted on Friday, 24 May
Still wondering what I’m doing here.
Still certain there is no point.
Still wasting my life giving into societal norms.
Still wanting to escape.
Still stuck.
I feel so small.
Posted on Saturday, 18 May
I’m that girl people are talking about when they say, “She’s just jealous.”
Posted on Wednesday, 15 May
Posted on Wednesday, 1 May
I really want some form of this as a tattoo…waahh
Posted on Saturday, 27 April
Lay flat on your back,
arms out by your sides,
legs long, relaxed.
Softly close your eyes
focus on your breath,
notice it slowing down—flowing in and out effortlessly
Breathe in all that is good,
breathe out all those things that do not serve you.
Whether it be jealousy,
hate, anger, fear, stress…
Let it all go with every exhale.
Right here is where you are meant to be
You’re not late for anything
You’re not missing anything
Right now, you are present.
Allow yourself to be here,
On your mat,
Your bed,
Your floor,
Wherever you may be.
Just be.
Shavasana.
Posted on Friday, 26 April
Just got drunk with probably the most secretly depressed people ever.
Which, to be honest, just makes me all the more depressed.
What the fuck is my life?
:/
Posted on Saturday, 20 April
Sometimes all it takes is some music, good friends, and a lot of color to make you forget a terrible week.
Posted on Friday, 19 April
But, actually. Getting stronger
